Today...Sucks...Though many people are always waiting for weekends...I don like it...In fact,i hate to the core...I today already very stress about school works...Very du lan myself...I always think that she'll be hard on her studies...She told me her class sucks,people in there sucks...School sucks...I'm worrying for her...Yet,she proven me wrong things...She fine there...Enjoying there...Seeing her with a guy friend,i don know whether is her boyfriend or what...I should be happy about that...But... I du lan myself...Why am i be worrying all those nonsense where she don care a damn thing about it?Why i'm so stupid??Why i'm so fCuked up? Never mind...I told myself...Forget it...If she's happy about it...I wont care it anymore...
I don know today why my temper so hot...In 969...I'm trying to cool down...But it doesnt seem working...I still fed up of things which i don know...I'm confused,sad,lonely...Who knows?I always trying to pretend to be strong...But who really knows what am i thinking...I'm feeling lonely,real lonely...Wishing that she would hug me...Tell me i will always beside me guarding you...I know what i'm saying now is really girlish...Haha..This is what i feel...I'm a pathetic loser....My friends always tell me to look on the bright side,think positive...Yeah,i did...I think positively...No use...Still the same words...I'm a loser...
Till when i was back in yishun...I recieve a message from ah girl...Saying she saw G*****...I knew that i will be once disappointed...Just when i reach yihong house....She told me the whole procedure...I was shattered...Saying she was with her stead....I hide my emotion...Trying to be cool,act like its nothing to me...Ah girl,if you see this part,don be angry with me or blame yourself...Your biao ge isnt really a good biao ge...He is a coward...Always hiding feelings from people...Only dare to tell some people...My heart breaks and will no longer easy to mend them back...I'm sorry everyone...Writing all this rubbish in here...Hahah...Have a good weekend...Jia you o v^^v
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12:32 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Hai....Today also don know what to write...Sian jiu dui le...25/04...I still remember it...But i don know you still remember mah?...Hahah...
Tml don know want go where...Maybe asking wee di to go out...Hahah..Go bugis??Maybe bah...Today my day very short and simple...Dint eat,study,hang out with friends...Ahem till almost got into LALA land...Hahah...Now going to eat le...byebye...Jovi...Study hard o...
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4:37 AM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Haii...So many days dint come in write write le...No com to use...Hmmm...This few days busying with my school work...Everyday come back cant rest...Got to revise,work...Getting out of breath...I'm so lonely...Now also don like weekdays le...I'm scared to message with her....I had used my excuse of asking her...She can sense it...She confirmed sense de dao...So i decided not to message her too often...This distance is enough...Though its really tough to do that...I had no choice...She's happy,i'm glad....
Just hopping that whenever she's sad,she will tell me,share with me....Let me share abit of your trouble...Wo zhen de ai shang yi ge bu kai ai de ren...Dang lian very xin kou...I'm missing you every seconds,every minutes,every hours...Just missing you...Just you misses your stead...
Hey jovi...Hope you see this paragraph...Study hard,we are hopping to see your good results...If your results good...Hong they all steady...We treat you eat your lovely sirilanka(i don't know how to spell it...Hahah)crab...Okay?No matter what's the result of that person...If you still treat us as your brothers....Promise us not to do anything stupid...We'll be missing your laughter...And your hands...AND PLEASE....STOP saying anything ask chengu...Thank you....
Girl...I miss you...Bye...
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5:07 AM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Kao man...Play basketball today...Raining again...Everyweek the same...Fliank man...But today got a new people with us wee di...Hahah...Simply hate weekends..Hahah...Body aching this few days..Really pain...But i remember one of your sentence...Today...Same again...The siao jovi...Laugh what we are laughing yestaday...Put the head,put the hand...O~~man...Don go try try ar...And what i tell you yestaday,its a joke....Don take it too serious...
Hai...Today cannot high le...Cant drink...I cant see the double J drunk...Hey jason and jovi...Next time bah...Now watching Liverpool match,with many people...Ah girl,the only girl now...Cant go orh orh,cause the door is locked...Hahah...So ke lian...
Man...Now body being to ache again,hungry somemore...Shyt man...Jovi,MB in everything...Now got two meaning le...Cant anyhow say le hor...E~GOON!!!Bye~~~~
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7:35 AM
Friday, April 20, 2007
Man Jason....Why you didnt come yestaday,we are waiting for you...Come happy happy...Drink drink and drunk drunk mah...Hahah...Hai...I being to hate weekends...Fucked up...Cant study..But the main reason not this lor....Hahah...Don about this anymore bah...Later maybe going play basketball with jovi,ah le and wee di....Hope we can be siao kia for today...Don wish for anything to happen...But wishing that she will message me...Even one message and i'm contented man...
Hohoho...Later night time than i'll continue bah...Just boring come in write write...Guys and girls out there...Enjoy today...The night is still young...Byebye
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8:37 PM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Hey man...Kinda suck man...Today then start my first lesson...But...I'm sad...Not in the mood...What you said...I'm jealous,not happy,yet i had to act like its nothing...I'm okay with all this...I hate weekends...Turning even lonely,i wish i could go out with you...Stay beside you...
I drink and i'm drunk...I'm tired but don feel like sleeping...What to do???I'm justing missing you...Dare not tell anyone that i miss you,i want you...Its a special feeling to talk with you....I know you have a stead ler..But i just wanna be at your side...Seeing you laugh,your smile,your action.It really attract me....I really like that feeling...Hahah.Also donno what i'm writing...Just feeling to see you now...I really wish to see you now...Missing you alot...Shhhh...Lets be slient for awhile...
Gei wo ni de ai,ruan wo pei zhe ni qu wei lai...Gei wo ni de ai,shou la shou zhe bu fang kai...
Will i have a chance??I really wish i could have it...Seeing you like that,i'm happy and i'm sad...Hearts doesnt go as what my mind are thinking...Love is a weird thing(For me)...I always doncherish what i had.Blame who?MYSELF....Why i'm so fucker...Fuck man...It really sucks...
Hey jovi,study hard...Not studying for her,study for yourself...Chiong for it..Get a good result..We all are worring about you...Please cherish this last opportunity.....Don give up...We will be your support...Always backing you up...
Hahah..Dont know what i'm thinking now...Hahah...I very sian...Trying to numb myself with beer...I'm not drinking for a relationship...I'm drinking because of you...I'm trying my best to get close you...Trying to understand you...Trying to love you like before...Trying to talk with you...But i'm scared that you don care me...
Lastly...Thanks for everyone..Giving me all the fun and laughter..Hehe..I love you all,you guys...Muacks!!!!!Thats for today..Byebye....Take care everyone...
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5:07 AM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Hey jovi and jason...You two shouldnt be drinking that much...High until like that man...So funny jason,instant drunk...Jovi also...Almost vomite when say TA LO kie... Scare scare you will vomite lehz...Hey man jovi...Rest assured...Got time come out de..Don worry man....I just love you guys...You know it..Hahah..
Don sit in the middle of the road,just now dangerous sia...Still shout so loud...Yihong!!!! You are my T-A-N-K Tank.... Jason also...Shouting idols...Man...Thanks very much...I very happy today...So much fun and laughter...Shiok....Hao lar...Write till here le...Tml schooling liao...Tired...Good night everyone
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9:12 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Hai...Today also boring...Just wake up then start writing this...Ah le and jovi so high man,about yestaday de things...Starting jovi had so much frustration..Wait for 1 hour plus hor..Finally wait dao le lor..Hahah... Later think going play soccer again bah..With Yihong,Jovi,Jason,Uncle John and philip,Zhiqiang and Zhiwei...
Hao la,today write till here bah..See later got time come in write not..Byebye..Wish everyone stays happy~~~~
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10:10 PM
Kao leh... No where to go de.Yestaday better.Still got go bugis with wee di and jovi chew.Man... Yestaday so funny de jovi and wee di.Go suntec arcade play the basketball machine.Sucks..My point so low de,haha.... Jovi also waste 4 dollars catching a winnie the pooh soft toys..Gay??Nono,so sweet hor jovi...Hahah.. On the way back also very funny..Fall down while listening to shakira lei... Classic lor... Make us laugh till siao kia.Opposite block also can hear it..
Hai...Today more worst.No place to go de.Yihong go out buy his school things with Huimei,left me ah girl jovi and ah le and his maid at home slacking.So we decided to go play basketball lor but a few mins later....ZZZ... Raining...Then we sit at the block there slack again..Talking craps..Then go home le.Rain stopped..Arghhh...Hai...No place to go really very sian...Man.School starting soon le.Wait for 2 more days bah..Hehe...Miss you all.Byebye
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1:57 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Yoho.This is my first posting for this blog o.... Hahah. Wasai. Man United rocks man. Hitting 7 goals against Roma. 2 for Michael Carrick,2 for Cristiano Ronaldo,1 for Alan Smith,1 for Wayne Rooney and 1 for Patrick Evra. Its so cool man. But wasted,jovi chew,why you don want come?Confirm tio gao de,also can win till crazy.Hahah.Faster come yishun ok?Training for our left flanker,our Ryan giggs.Saying about Giggs,he assisted 3 goals,that's cool.Hahah.
Yup yup,continue what i was saying,Chelsea was so lucky to have Michael Essien back in the game.When Valencia scored in the first half,we though its all over.Hmm.Till Shev Andriy Shevchenko scored.And in the 91 mins,Michael Essien blasted off Valencia's net.Hahah.
Today is Liverpool and AC Milan.We just wait and see bah.Hahah