Hai...Today suppose a happy day...I boom myself...Didnt i promise myself not to tell?Si Chengu...What the fuck are you thinking...Didnt you say on the weekends you wont message her?Why did you do so?See la...Problem come le...Why tell her you miss her?!!!!!!Didnt you say this gap is the best?Just a friend...Momo de shou zhu ta...Why why why??
I'm a bastard...Real fucking bastard...Maybe...This will be my last time message her find her and meet her...I blown everything...I really blown it...What should i do???Many question in my mind...And i think i shouldnt love and shouldnt being love...Who will love a bastard??I admit...I've NEVER been a good stead...Esther gladys and karen...What i have given them? Nothing...If i'm a girl...I will NOT choose a boy like me...Like to tie my stead very tied...Not giving them enough freedom,care,concern,love,security...Which girl would want this type of guy?Simply no one...Hahah...
I always try to give myself more confident...But end up?A negative answer...Qiao hui,ji hui?My love life sucks...Always dump by girls...Like that girl...Dare not speak up...Trying my best to keep my emotion...i cried in my heart...Who knows?I promised my mum...I wont cry easily...Yes... i did it...I didnt let my mum down...
Gladys...You know how much i miss you?Even when i'm with karen...I still misses you...When i'm alone...You gave me the warmth that no one has given me before...Your smile...Till now...I still remember...I know its very wrong of me...But i couldnt control it...After what happened tonight...I'm truely sorry...Hope that you and your stead wont quarrel with this matter...Sorry sorry sorry...What i can do now is to wait...I cant confirm how long can i wait...I just wish you and your stead stay happy...You happy i'm happy...When you feel like crying,i'll accompany you...If you wish to see stars...I'll accompany you...You 1 word i steady...No man yuan...Sorry..I just cant stop liking you...If you want to avoid me...Its ok...I'm used to be lonely and i can take it...Take care my friend...Loving couples for the both of you...You have my blessing...Thanks god for letting e to get to know you...Bye....